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Do What U Want with Me

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I'm a High School dropout. I've spent six years in the primary and almost two years in high school I was that kid with good grades  I was praised around the school I was that kid, the one who dated at a very young age      although i was so young then, i wouldn't really call it an actual relationship     everything seemed blurry now I was that one kid that brought good grades home, until my household gifted me  "you're never good enough", "you never reach our satisfaction." The infinitely shifted goals, the abnormal standards, the perfection I have experienced mental illness when i was just 12 I didn't know I was bearing with one until i was 16 I, even, was too afraid to even admit that I was mentally ill It played the big parts in every ruin I've made throughout my life I have spent my entire childhood trying to fulfill satisfactions I used to believe that      a good boy must listen and embody others opinions       ...