borderline - the diary
Aug 1, 2022 11:10 p.m. There are things that i've said or written down that i don't really mean it. because, i always sit in front of my bedroom window, staring at the afterglow, reminiscing about the person i thought was the 1, the time when i should have said it, the time i should have to go the riverside or the time i went out alone for burger and fries. these are, most of the time, the reasons why. Their notion, i wouldn't last a minute, but i'm still here full-fucking-time. bares it all with my lower limb, body and soul. Deep down we know they wouldn't last a minute, dear. You could either choose to free roll down the steep hill or get the fuck up and walk. I have lasted years. Aug 26, 2022 9:24 p.m. i'm waking up every day trying to tell myself that whatever I'm doing isn't a compensation to the fact that i'm a highschool dropout. an endless reassurance. i still find myself stuck in between this tug o' war. at this point, i don't even ...