th3 dr3Am gIrl

 It feels like we've never dated before

I instantly broke up into a million pieces when you acted drastically different the next day

I called u a month later

You prefer to not be called by the name I knew you anymore

I died a million times

I knew that it was your coping mechanism

I knew that you cried too

I was and am very aware that my problems get its way into our lovin

I realized that I've never loved, cherished and appreciated you to my promised level

I only said to have my way out of troubles

I lost the wheels awhile back

I recklessly lost your necklaces I bought for u

It was truly a curse, because our love turned sour right then

The chunk of my heart that I am reserving for you still hurt

I've spent time reminiscing about the time I used to have you in my pocket wherever i go

It maimed me, I bet it does the same thing to you too

In big time, i'm feeling like between us, there was never a proper closure given

It might not even need one

Double Rainbow, I still wish we could see the world together

It's not that i wanna be with you so i could hurt you again

I'm in a better place now

You were gone before I was even able to tell you everything that I hid

The pains that I hid

Sometimes i feel like 

I'm here and you are there at the other side of the river

I saw you, then there's an entire lifetime story flashed before my eyes

When it ended, we both locked eyes

None of us trynna get to each other

Because we both got a world, one each, behind us

Your name appears everywhere in this very town

I can't and didn't go to the promised cafe since we broke up

I don't know how much it affected you like it did to me

You're there, seeing the brighter days

I'm still here in this whirlwind of perfect illusion

but still on track

time flies,

I miss you more than I've ever loved you






i really wanna be your baby again.


 

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